Tuesday, May 10, 2011

not of our own strength. devotion from blueletterbible.org

Bondage versus Liberty

Therefore, since we have such hope, we use great boldness of speech—unlike Moses, who put a veil over his face so that the children of Israel could not look steadily at the end of what was passing away. (2 Corinthians 3:12-13)
Living by the old covenant of law requires a "performance based life," which depends upon man's sufficiency. This produces spiritualbondage. Living by the new covenant of grace provides a "relationship based life," which depends upon God's sufficiency. This results in spiritual liberty.
Moses was a great servant of the Lord. He is a wonderful example to us in many ways. However, in our present verses, we see him living by His own sufficiency, thereby exemplifying life under the law. As Moses met with the Lord for the giving of the law, his face would shine. For the benefit of the people, he would place a veil over this shining glory:"Moses, who put a veil over his face." When this glory began to fade away (as it was designed to do), Moses kept the veil on "so that the children of Israel could not look steadily at the end of what waspassing away." In this, Moses was caught in a bondage of secrecy. He did not want others to see the glory fade. He wanted others to think that his face was still aglow.
All of us are tempted at times to hide behind a veil of secrecy. This is particularly the case when we are trusting in our own sufficiency. When drawing upon our insufficient resources, we generally sense that we are not doing as well as we should be: "Not that we are sufficient ofourselves" (2 Corinthians 3:5). So, we try to hide it. We want others to think that our spiritual walk is more glorious than it actually is. So we put on veils of pretense, self-righteousness, or self-justification. The remedy for this bondage of secrecy is living by new covenant grace.
We are new covenant servants: "God, who also made us sufficient as ministers [servants] of the new covenant" (2 Corinthians 3:5-6). God makes us sufficient by sharing His fully adequate resources with us."Our sufficiency is from God" (2 Corinthians 3:5). This is our effective hope for avoiding the bondage of secrecy that overtook Moses."Therefore, since we have such hope, we use great boldness of speech—unlike Moses." Those who live by the grace of God have such great hope. Their expectations are anchored in the Lord, not in self. Thus, they can be bold, open, candid. If they fail, they humbly confess their insufficiency. If they succeed, they openly credit His adequacy.
Lord, You are my only hope and my sufficiency. You alone can liberate me from the bondage that results from trusting in myself. So, in line with Your word, I again look to You to supply daily what I need for godly living, Amen.

Friday, May 6, 2011

misunderstood.

The lord knows our thoughts and intentions,
and he weighs and tests our hearts.

But the ways of man will judge falsely and accuse unjustly.

Dealing with this right now.


So thankful that my Lord is close to the brokenhearted, because I am broken hearted now.
I have to trust that he alone can sustain me and that it doesn't matter what others think.
Men and women on earth, with earthly desires and motives (and judgements) are but a wisp of air, a flower quickly fading away.
But my hope lies in the life after this. The life I'm living for has nothing to do with owning things on this earth. That doesn't make sense to some people! Why would I trade owning beautiful things for anything else? Such as specific callings for me that others may think unreasonable?

Think about this.
Did Christ own things?
Did Christ yearn for earthly desires, like material possessions?
(no.)
He went from place to place, traveling, staying in people's homes.
He didn't "settle down" and "get grounded" on this earth!
THIS EARTH IS NOT HIS HOME.
This earth isn't supposed to be comfortable for us!
What am I thinking when I try justifying my actions and my Sinful desires for always wanting more?
Because I do. I am always wanting things.
But that never satisfies me. I get one thing i want then it is old news and I want something else.
It must stop, and I have to not care what anyone else thinks of me, including my family. Whoever it might be, I have to continue to walk in Christ and trust him and wait day by day for his further instruction.

But I don't think I should be judged by what i have or do not have.
That is foolish.


I believe being misunderstood may help me to be further what God is calling me to be.. I sure hope I am continually changed from this horrible worldly woman I sometimes can be.

Matthew 5:11
"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me."


this post is to help me get out my thoughts today, not to offend or mislead, but if anyone can get a message or encouragement from it, praise God as well. :)

Thursday, April 28, 2011

http://naturalchristianparenting.com/2008/03/08/beware-of-babywise/

from baby to toddler in a blink of an eye..

My little boy is now a TODDLER!
I don't want to accept it, but my mission is to raise him to be a man, not keep him a baby.
He sure likes being a baby though, and he loves his momma.
He and I don't have the strength to let this whole breastfeeding thing go yet, but working on weaning him.
So hard for both of us.

If anyone has any kind suggestions, let me know.

Joy that seems i must hide?

I cast my cares on you oh Lord.
Today I am filled with joy,
but it is joy that isn't shared by all,
so I have to remember my work and motives here on earth currently
have to be for my maker alone,
my audience of one.
Otherwise I will feel ashamed,
uneasy, and my joy will be stolen.

So today I am amazed,
and blessed.
and as always, Thankful.
i have been immeasurably blessed,
and my faith is being grown once again.
What a God I serve.
My hope for you is that you grow closer to God through a walk with Christ, the Lord of all.

Monday, April 18, 2011

eat well spend less

http://kingdomfirstmom.com/2011/04/more-frugal-meal-solutions-eat-well-spend-less.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+KeepingTheKingdomFirst+%28Keeping+the+Kingdom+First%29

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check out eat well, spend less! great idea! I tried the bean burgers, I used chili beans instead of black beans & it turned out good! :) toby is going to try them and then i'll really know if they are good.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

These are a few of my favorite things..

Just an assortment of my favorite moments lately...

-- chickens
-- seeing the bunnies at the store w/ baby
-- gardening
-- riding horses
-- spending time with family and new friends
-- learning wisdom from others
-- relaxing outside
-- watching baby grow and learn new things- so well too! he is very smart
-- hoping for the future
-- enjoying nice weather
-- reading the word- exploring proverbs again today - sure is more difficult to read more with baby around
-- just being more still and not needing worldly things to trust in as much
-- less is definitely more.